Day 2

The day after tomorrow...
Still feeling scared, fearful and somehow helpless again ...but got you mail ... your promise is everything i need...
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From: XXX XXX@gmail.com
To: XXX XXX@yahoo.com
Sent: Tuesday, 20 February, 2007 6:47:10 AM
Subject: Re:
hi..

i'm sorry i caused you so much pain.. and i really really wished it didn't come down to this. and the more i try to pull away and the more u try to hold on.. the more worried i am about us getting together and how this whole episode will affect us.

In a way, its completely weird how this is all turning out because.. getting together.. should have been a happy thing. but it wasn't right from the start.. and.. when everything seemed ok, i completely ruined it. if getting together is so hard.. what does that say about the future of the relationship?

but i promise i will work things out and no more panic attacks from 22 onwards...

and.. i hope i really mean that much to u.. because to me, i'm not worth that much effort.
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